Hey survivors! Have you heard of Humiliation Trauma?
You are aware I’m all about healing from this traumatic experience you all went through. (And interested due to my own past family stuff too.) With that thought, I’m sharing this profound video about Humiliation Trauma. I hope it helps you to understand yourself better, how falling into a place like HOPCC and NTCC can so easily happen to anyone. And to inspire a (continued) journey of healing to help protect yourself in the future.
It can also help to understand why some stay in the stronghold. Leave them to Jesus. Until they recognize and address their own trauma, they will stay unconsciously stuck and maybe never even know why. Satan plays in the mind of stuck people. Satan wants them stuck! The comments on the GoSend site, scream humiliation-speak. I know it was worse than people can imagine inside the privacy of HOPCC buildings and homes. I‘m aware humilaiton cult(ure) came straight from the pulpit regularly. Their minds and hearts are at the mercy of God at this point. We can’t help until they are ready to help themselves.
Like YOU did!
It’s my wish and prayer 🙏 to the survivors of HOPCC that full emotional healing comes to each of you! You made the HUGEST and HARDEST step by leaving, yet effects and conditioning can hang on. Those effects will persist even when FNULNU gets convicted. It will be satisfying to see, but the hurt and pain will remain. Please don’t minimize what you’ve been through. I’m rooting for you!!!🤟Healing happens with God and can include the knowledge and tools He has made available to you out there like this. We all can‘t afford Therapists and such, please know there is so many free resources out there like this, for those who want to take healing a step further. YOU are worth it!!!
The memories it sparked for me in
my family of origin were intense. I can imagine some triggers would arise from the cult(ure) of HOPCC/NTCC. Be aware, its a deep listen.
❓If you listen, any of this resonate with your experience?
I was only able to listen to the first 5 minutes of this, but I’m sending it to my therapist. This is EXACTLY it. I was publicly humiliated from the pulpit on a Sunday morning for being s. assaulted in the barracks. Because if I had been at the “church” it wouldn’t have happened.
I told the pastors wife what happened. I was 19, no one else to confide in, and scared as hell.
She of course told her husband. Which just got passed up the chain. Robertson was there visiting. And he preached directly at me about it from the pulpit. About how unpure I was now. And that it happened because I was outside of gods will. That I can never be what I once was but was still useable.
I didn’t know this type of trauma had a specific name. But everything this guy said in the first 5 minutes explain exactly what I experienced.